The world-wide symbol of the Great Mother was the pointed oval sign of the yoni, known as the “vesica piscis,” vessel of the fish. The Hindus associated the yonic symbol of the Goddess with the fishy smells of the female genitals. Chinese Great Mother Kwan-yin (yoni of yonis) often appeared as a fish goddess. Fish and womb were synonyms in Greek, as delphos meant both. The original oracle first belonged to the abyssal fish goddess under her pre-Hellenic name of Themis, often incarnate in a great fish, whale or dolphin (delphinos). The fish-goddess Aphrodite-Salacia was said to bring “salacity” through orgiastic fish eating on her sacred day, Friday. (Salacity means appeal to sexual desire). The Church inherited the Friday custom of eating fish on Friday, according to Walker, but not for the reason she alledges. Catholics fast on Friday because it was the day Christ was crucified. It was just another event that was grafted onto a pagan custom. I believe Catholics don’t eat fish on Friday anymore; it’s just habit, now. Christ is seen as a fish in those yonic symbols that resemble fish; people put them on their cars and put the word CHRIST superimposed on them. Christian authorities in the Roman Empire claimed the fish represented Christ because Greek “ichthys”-(fish)-was an acronym for Jesus Christ, Son of God. I am wondering how eating fish can bring on sexual desire, unless a certain species of fish has a chemical that….but this is mythology. But mythology hides truth. Look at the gods of Sumeria-all living, breathing and very intelligent people.

In Northern Europe there was a primal matriarchy called “the powerful ones” or the “divine grandmothers.” Freya was the ruling ancestress of the elder gods, before the arrival of Odin and the patriarchal Aesir. Myths said Odin learned all magic arts and divine power from Freya. Freya represented sexual love, and her alternate name, Frigg, became a word for sexual intercourse. Her consort, Fricco (Lover) is cognate with the phallic god Priapus, which comes from the root “prij”-to make love, which in turn leads to the modern “prick.”

Frey was the god of Yule, the pagan solstitial festival assimilated to Christmas. At the turning of the solar year, he was born of his virgin mother, sister, bride. Many songs were composed in honor of Freya by skalds; they were called “women’s songs, and they were strictly forbidden by the midieval church. Germans persistantly believed that Fridays were lucky days for weddings, being Freya’s day. Monks thought Friday the 13th was very unlucky because it also was Freya’s month, according to the old lunar calendar.

The Furies (also Erinyes) personified the vengeful mood of the Triple God Demeter, a punisher of sinners. They represented the scolding mother. Wherever a mother was insulted or murdered, the Erinyes appeared. “Like swift bitches they pursued all who had flouted blood kinship and the deference due to it.” Aeschylus called the Furies “Children of the Eternal Night.” Some said they were born of the castrated Heavenly Father, Uranus; others said they were older than any god. The Furies were also “fairies,” identified with witches because of their ability to lay curses on any who transgressed their law. These fairies may have been real witches who tried to defend the rights of women against enchroachment by Church laws. Furrow was a world-wide female genital symbol. The city of Rome was established by plowing a furrow, an act attributed to Romulus. The name of the zodiacal sign of the Virgin originally meant “Furrow.” Seed entering a furrow was always likened to semen entering the womb; savior gods entered the Mother in the form of seed and were reborn as new vegetation. Towns dug furrows around their circumference for protection and purification. Russian towns practiced this up to the 20th century. This was performed exclusively by women and they would beat up a man who dared to watch them.

The fairy queen was the ancient fertility mother, like Demeter or Ceres (we get the word cereal from Ceres. She was Dame Abonde (Abundance), and was also Diana, Venus and Hecate. Demeter was a Triple Goddess, including the Crone, which is the reason the title “woman of the Fairy Mounds” was corrupted into “banshee,” the shrieking demoness whose voice brought death. In the form of Triple Morrigan, she sang of blood sacrifices related to springtime renewal of vegetation. A variation on her title was the notorious Morgan Le Fay, also known as the death goddess, Morgue la faye. There were many fayes in Britain as seen through the eyes of “The Romance of Lancelot du Lac.” The knights of the fayes did not speak of them because the Church was hell-bent on wiping them out. These women knew the power of words to make majic and also the power of stones and herbs. The church offerred Mary in substitute for the fayes who lived in the remote forests, but Mary’s magic was not as strong as the fayes. So the powers of fayes have persisted up into modern times in parapsychology and modern witchcraft. In a free country anything is possible. My son-in-law is faye. He “saw” smoke and flames coming out of the towers 3 months before they were destroyed on 9/11. He’s from Scotland, which tracks, because his mother, who came to the US, is also faye. She influenced bees not to bite her day-care children in the backyard. I had an infestation of fruit flies and nothing I did to get rid of them worked. I was in a terminally stressed mood and decided to just ask them to leave. And they did leave! Not one fruitfly has ever returned. I also had a mouse problem and I knew somehow that they wouldn’t leave no matter what I said to them. But I was rescued by a new landlord who called in a pest control company. At first, I trapped 7 mice in 7 days, but then NO MICE. I haven’t seen a mouse since the pest control started working. I also got rid of the bees on my balcony in another house. The only funny thing that happened was that one of the bees stopped in front of me and looked me in he eye as if he didn’t believe anyhing I said. But the bees never came back. If insects are that smart, imagine how smart your dog is. Your dog knows your every mood and thought, and that’s just for beginners.

The word fairy mutated into Latin “fatare-to enchant”. then mutated again into fear and fate. Most mythologies in ancient times had the Triple Goddess as the Three Fates: Rulers of the Past, Present and Future or in the persons of the Virgin, Mother and Crone or (Creator, Preserver and Destroyer). In the North the female assumed guises such as the Norns or Weird Sisters (from wyrd-fate). The fates were usually weavers. The Moerae were Clotho the Spinner, Lachesis the Measurer and Atropo the Cutter of life’s thread. All were aspects of the archaic Triple Aphrodite, who was a Fate Goddess. All of these goddesses were based on the primordial Indo-European Mother of Karma, Kali Ma.

The fig leaf is more important than one might suppose. Jesus cursed a fig tree because it had no fruit (Mark 11: 13-22). It was out of season for figs, so Jesus must have made the symbolically. Maybe the tree was the people of Israel and he was pained by their disobedience and hearts of stone. Walker says “the story was probably intended to express hostility to a well known Goddess symbol. The heart shared leaves representing the conventional form of the yoni.” But I doubt that interpretation; Jesus never openly challenged the old gods before; he had no reason. He did like to debate with their devotees, however. Adam and Eve covered their genitals with figleaves after they disobeyed God and did the very thing he told them not to do. There are even fig trees in the life of the Buddha. Buddha was protected by the Tree of Wisdom, the Holy Fig when he received Enlightenment on Full Moon day in the month of May. The word fig eventually became the derogatory word “fuck” in Anglo-Saxon areas because it was a short leap from “ficus” to “fig” to “fuck.” The raised middle finger followed the same historical path and means the same thing. The middle finger was a phallic symbol for thousands of years, up to and including the present day.

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Esther was a heroic woman in the Old Testament. Her name means “star,” the Hebrew rendering of Ishtar or Astarte. Esther’s protector in the story is another Jew named Mordecai. Esther and Mordecai foil a plot by an evil courtier to kill all the Jews and Esther becomes queen. The Jews prosper under her guidance. Walker says that Esther is the goddess Ishtar, but Ishtar is the Anunnaki goddess Inanna. And Walker says that Mordecai is Marduk. These names are errors, which most scholars make who haven’t read Sitchin. Marduk was the Anunnaki god of Babylon. Why would they be in a story involving heroic Jews? To quote Walker: “The Biblical book of Esther is a secularized Elamite myth of Ishtar (Esther, Inanna) and her consort Marduk (Mordecai) who sacrified the god Amon (Haman-evil courtier). Yahweh is never mentioned because the Jews of Elam worshipped Marduk, not Yahweh.” (Walker) Inanna can’t be the consort of Marduk because their patriarchs, Enlil and Enki, were continually opposed in every way possible. A marriage between them would never be condoned and no such marriage was ever recorded.

The Earth was probably the first primordial goddess. The ancients compared her to the yonic womb. They came from her and went back into her loving arms. Place names all over the world are names of the Goddess: continents like Asia, Africa and Europe; countries like Lybia, Russia, Holland, China and Scotland. The Roman historian Tacitus said that the tribes of Europe regarded Mother Earth as “the all ruling deity, to whom all else is subject and obedient.” I once had an experience in which I was in touch with the spirit of the Earth and I felt great love toward the Earth. I’m convinced that Gaia is a conscious entity, and I hate the ravages perpetrated on her by greedy multinational corporations and nations selling their resources for quick cash. But now I could not have that experience because those people are stupid, either not caring or too busy to care. And because prople are stupid, we are headed toward a totalitarian future in which the corporations rule. Just today the Trump administation refused again to send out SNAP payments, alleging that there was widespread fraud in the system. Yes, some people were collecting when they should be working. Some people were collecting from several states. Some people didn’t need it, period, end of conversation. He’s been ordered to send those SNAP payments out regardless of kinks in the system, but has he? He’s facing arrest and impeachment and forced resignation, from some of his own party, but does that stop him from being the most awesome, most incredible, out of touch president that ever served these states? And to think that most people aren’t even paying attention to this crisis! They have their noses in their phones. They aren’t aware of the totalitarian tip-toe, as David Icke calls it. Trump is talking about taking out the cartels in Venezuela, which means invading the country, seeming not to even hear the voices in the background planning to take him down.

Easter is named for the Saxon goddess Eoster, a northern form of Astarte, who is the Anunnaki goddess Inanna. Her sacred month was Eastre-monath, the moon of Eostre. She is also the same as India’s Great Mother Kali (Beowulf spoke of Eostre’s far home near the Ganges.) The Church uses the old pagan system to date Easter, which is not on the same Sunday every year. It uses the old lunar calendar. It’s on the first Sunday after the first full moon after the Spring Equinox. In the Dark Ages the Goddess’s name was given to Easter (around the seventh century).

“El” is a general Semitic word or name for a deity, and is combined in such names as “Isra-el.” Both EL and its plural ELOHIM, meaning many deities of both sexes, are the Hebrew words rendered GOD by Biblical translators. Walker says that “this was the ‘father’ Jesus addressed in Matthew 27:47-49.” I must correct her because these are not the words Jesus spoke. The Gospel of John has the correct words because John was at the crucifiction. Jesus simply said, “It is finished.” Matthew’s last words for Jesus (My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?) is out of character for Jesus. Jesus freely took on the “work” of the crucifiction, and it was an accomplishment for him. While his body was in the tomb, he was given a new body and he met with various advisors and planned the next steps of his time on Earth. Elohim means both gods and goddesses, but everytime it’s translated in the Bible, it translates only to God or god. There is an interesting verse in the OT in which God meets in a council with other lesser gods, and of which he seems to be the chairman. He is scolding them for being lazy.

Dakini the Skywalker is a Tantric priestess with the spirit of Kali Ma as the Angel of Death. She is well-known, even in the West, as witches preparing the dead for burial and convening in cemeteries. They also comfort the dying. The ancient tribes found death difficult to understand. Walker says, “they couldn’t formulate an idea of non-perception.” “They see no light, they see in darkness.” They thought if they could just find the right ritual, they could avoid death. The Great Goddess was involved in every aspect of death, so death everywhere was a woman’s business. The Bible tells of “giants in the earth in those days” (Genesis 6:4) and many who live long lives. I believe that the author of Genesis is talking about the Anunnaki, ETs who came to Earth seeking gold. They are still alive today and they are very tall. Marduk, the son of Enki, however, died at the time of Alexander the Great, who was keenly disappointed that he wouldn’t be able to meet Marduk. Enlil, Enki and Thoth are on the Earth today.

Deborah was a ruler/judge of Israel, having the same name as “the Pure Mother Bee.” She lived under a palm tree identified with the maternal Tree of Life, like the Tree of Ishtar. Ishtar was the Anunnaki princess Inanna. The Bible called her a judge to disguise the fact that she was one of the governing matriarchs of a former age (Judges 4:4). Also from the Bible, Delilah means “she who makes weak.” De is the yonic door; lilu is the lotus, another yonic symbol; Yonic is the female sex organ. And for centuries the yonic Door was a sexual symbol of great fascination and dread for the males of the world, not knowing their own part in procreation. Delilah was the Goddess who weakened the sun god every day and sent him under the Earth. In the case of Samson it was the mill wheel. Walker says Samson was Shamash the Sun god, but I couldn’t find this fact in 2 of Sitchin’s books. Finally I found in “When Time Began” that Shamash was the Sun god (p.22). He was the son of Sin the Moon god, which places him in a peculiar relationship to the Moon.

I came across an interesting tidbit about the Jewish calendar, which, in 1983 when Sitchen wrote “The Wars of Gods and Men,” was at the year 5743. The odd part is that the Jewish calendar matches the Anunnaki calendar, which started in Nippur in 3760 BC. I did the addition and it works. Abraham was a real patriarch of the Jews who lived in Ur in Sumeria until God called him to go to Haran and then to Canaan. His father, Terah, was an Oracle Priest to the Anunnaki gods, and he had a roomful of statues of the gods, which Abraham hated. I think I read somewhere that he knocked them all down.

Greek “meter” means mother. The letter “de” is the “delta” or triangle, a female genital sign known as the letter of the vulva in the sacred Greek alphabet. It meant the door of birth, death and sexual paradise. The Goddess Demeter’s cult centers had tombs with triangular doorways, short vaginal passages and domes, signifying the womb of the Goddess from which birth might come. Walker says that doorways were sacred to women. In Sumeria the doorways were painted red, the female blood of life, a custom copied by the Jews during Passover. The triangular -door yoni symbolized Demeter’s trinity. She appeared as Creator (Virgin), Mother (Preserver), and Crone (Destroyer). In some myths Demeter’s (Ceres’) daughter Persephone is kidnapped by Hades and brought to the Underworld. Ceres is so upset that the crops fail (Ceres is Goddess of Agriculture). But she makes a deal with Hades. She will have Persephone for 6 months (when the harvest is bountiful) and Hades will have her for 6 months (when the ground is fallow).

The Goddess Diana is the Roman “Queen of Heaven,” and as a triple Goddess, her aspects are Lunar Virgin, Mother of Creatures and the Huntress (Destroyer). Her Greek name is Artemis. Her cult was so widespread in the ancient world that Christians regarded her as their primary rival and called her the “queen of witches.” The Gospels commanded total destruction of all Diana’s temples in “Asia and all the world” (Acts 19:27). Gradually, although Diana was called by her worshippers by her traditional name, Christians began calling her Madonna. Diana remained Goddess of hunting and woodlands all the way up to the 18th century in England.

Cassandra, daughter of Queen Hecuba, was taken prisoner by King Agamemnon after the fall of Troy. She invoked his doom with magic, putting a curse on him. Soon after, Agamemnon was murdered by his wife, Clytemnestra and her lover.

The father of Teutonic castes was Rig-Heimdall, “King of the Sea-Home.” Their mother was the Triple Goddess Earth in all three of her forms. Rig-Heimdall lay with Edda, the Great Grandmother, eldest of the Goddesses, and begat a son named Thrall, “Slave.” Then he lay with Amma, the Grandmother, and begat a son named Karl, “Freeman.” Then he lay with Modir, the Mother and begat Jarl, “Prince.” These three were ancestors of the castes

In ancient times men castrated themselves to be more like women. Freud’s doctrine of penis envy is opposite of the vulva envy that was the original motive behind ritual castration. The more the wound bled, the better, because it resembled (to the ancient mind) a woman’s mentrual blood. Men also dressed like women. I wonder if they did the cooking? This tradition led to circumcision. Ancient gods castrated themselves and went through imitation childbirth in trying to turn themselves into women. This, of course, was before males knew their role in reproduction. Jacob in the OT wrestled with a being which could have been an angel or any number of beings, but the story was inserted, according to Walker, to support the Jews’ taboo on eating a penis, formerly a habit of sacret kings upon their accession to a throne. The Catholic Church in the Middle Ages made eunuchs of prepubescent boys to keep a vocal pitch in their voices.

The Cauldron, a symbol opposed to the cross, was witches’ object of worship. It was also the Great Mother’s Cosmic Womb. The cauldron represented cyclic recurrence, as opposed to the patriarchal view of linear time. (Today, with so many people experiencing paranormal phenomena and the findings of quantum physics, the view of linear time is held with more skepticism.)

The chastity belt was a medieval device to lock a wife’s lovers out of her body while her husband was out fighting wars or going on crusades. This pelvic device had small spiked holes through which urine, feces and mentrual liquid could pass, but they were not at all sufficient. The woman inevitably became infected. A woman was found in a grave wearing this device, which probably caused her death.

Myths of Creation featured a dark, liquid, churning movement, the “eternal flux” associated with the blood of the Mother (Kali’s Ocean of Blood, for example). The Bible says, “darkness was on the face of the Deep.” “Deep” was the Mother’s womb, tehom, derived from Tiamat, the Babylonian name for the primordial Goddess (Tiamat was a planet destroyed when Kingu, one of Nibiru’s moons, struck it; half of it made up the asteroid belt and the other half became either Earth or the moon (Sitchin is vague about that). “When darkness was enveloped in Darkness, then the Mother, the Formless One, Maha-Kali, the Great Power, was one with Maha-Kala, the Absolute. Later gods could not part with feminine imagery. The Egyptian god Khepera insisted he worked alone in creating the universe, but he laid a foundation in Maa, meaning the Goddess Maat, the Great Womb. (Gnostic myths of the early Christian era were still telling versions in which the female principle was pre-eminent, which is why they were declared uncanonical.)

Walker conflates All Souls Day with All Hallows Day, but they are actually two different days. All Hallows Day is Noverber 1, after Halloween, the eve of All Hallows Day. All Souls Day is Noverber 2. All Hallows Day is All Saints Day in the Church Calendar and its meant to honor the saints of the church. All Souls Day honors the civilians. I believe that of the Triple Goddess, on Halloween we are in touch with the third aspect of the Triple Goddess, the Crone. She has many names: Hecate, Kali the Destroyer, Hel, Queen of the Ghostworld, etc. And some people really worship her without knowing what they are doing. My neighbor stole things from me when she moved in. And she has the most incredible display of halloween decorations I’ve ever seen. She has several 8 foot figures. She has skelatins hanging off trees. She has skulls everywhere. And she has lights-orange and purple lights.

Baal was ‘theLord’ among the ancient Semites and consort of Mother Astarte. Old Testament Jews worshipped many baalim and shared their gods’ temples for a long time. Baal was also consort to the Goddess Zion, according to Walker. Walker says they worshipped Melchizedek, the god of Salem. However, he was not a god. He was Machiventa Melchizedek, one of the sons of Christ Michael who took human form to stimulate the faith in One God. He came in the time of Abraham and strongly influenced his belief in One God. Abraham’s father had been a priest of the Anunnaki gods in Mesopotamia and had a roomful of statues of the gods. Walker also says that Jesus called out to the god ‘El’, the Sun god Helios, when he was on the cross (my god, my god, why have you forsaken me?). Actually, he said no such thing. He, before he died, told John, the only disciple who stayed with him during the crucifixion, that he should take care of his mother, who was also at the crucifixion. He was in complete control of himself until he drew his last breath. Walker also says that Joseph, Jacob and Israel were not men; they were tribal gods. Scholars probably have concluded this, because the coat of many colors is highly symbolic and being left in a pit is deeply mythological, but if that’s the case, where did the 12 tribes of Israel come from? Levi/Cohen is the tribe of priests, even I know that.

In pre-Christian times the Goddess was in charge of childbirth, and in the Hebrides, the Goddess’s protective ritual is still used to preserve children during the perilous pre-baptismal period: a torch is daily carried around the cradle up into modern times. The time between birth and baptism was dangerous because, if the baby died, it would go to hell, per the Church. But people who have had NDEs have seen children of all kinds happily playing; they may have been aborted or may have died before receiving baptism, and children will be with their parents when they arrive.

The word ‘Bible’ came from Byblos, the city of the Great Mother, hers being the oldest continuously occupied temple in the world. The Goddess, called Astarte and other names, patronized learning, and her priestesses collected a library of papyrus scrolls. So byblos came to mean any holy book: hence Bible. The Old Testament has a sublayer of Semitic matriarchy in the book of Ruth. Ruth tells her mother-in-law that “where you go, I will go”, and she courts Boaz in her mother-in-law’s way. Also, the book of Judges has a matriarchal system of judgship. The women act as judges, which means they arbitrate when there is a feud between two parties. Deborah was a famous judge. According to Walker, in several books of the OT, the word translated into ‘God’ is really a feminine plural, ‘Goddesses’; especially in references to the matriarchal functions of lawgiving, avenging crimes, and bestowing the imperium of leadership.

The miracles of biblical heroes were copied from older myths of the Goddess. Joshua’s arrest of the sun was formerly paused by priestesses of the Great Mother. Moses’ tablets of the law were symbols of the ancient Goddess. His miracle of drawing water from a rock was first performed by Mother Rhea after she gave birth to Zeus. Moses’ drying of the river bed was earlier performed by Isis. Scholars have concluded that Moses didn’t exist; however, if they had read the Urantia Book, they would know he exists, because Jesus talked to him during his bestowal experience and during the Transfiguration (Mtt 17:2). I don’t see any reason to doubt the history of the Jews. They were disobedient to God many time; they could have told a story about how great they were, how obedient they were, but they told the truth, they told it like it was. The same goes for the NT. The disciples were dumb and dumber. They didn’t understand a word Jesus said to them, and they made the religion about Jesus instead of the Kingdom of Heaven. Jesus never got through to them. It was never his intention for his disciples to form a cult with him as the focus. They were supposed to preach about the kingdom of Heaven, but he must have known that was too abstract. What wasn’t abstract was their Messiah actually rising from the dead.

In Matriarchal times there was no intercourse from the onset of pregnancy to the end of lactation. This could take years, which allowed for the spacing of children. Of course, later Judeo-Christian cultures insisted on the male control of female bodies. The Church taught that children belonged to God. This idea made women less possessive of their children, and child care went into decline. So mothers often left their unwanted children for God to take care of. In the 18th C. the Hospital of St. Vincent de Paul in Paris reported as many as 5000 infants annually deposited on God’s doorstep. Infant corpses were commonly found among the rubbish of western cities. Foundling hospitals were so busy that they set revolving boxes in their walls so infants could be passed through. Yet foundling hospitals seldom saved the infants they were given. In practice, they solved the problem of excess births by killing babies by the thousands, all under the sanction of male dominated officialdom.

In more modern times Margaret Sanger was an activist who tried to bring some sense into the situation of birth control or its lack. She believed that “excess people, not acts of God, created poverty, famine…All society would gain…if birth control were allowed to shut off the spigot that floods the world with weaklings. When sick and unfit mothers are not forced to breed, there would be an end to unwanted children who grow up to fill our prisons and asylums.” What’s scary is that the MAGA Republicans are talking about a nationwide ban on abortion. Some on the far right are even making noises about birth control. Trump just burned to the ground a warehouse full of birth control devices that would have gone with the USAID funds which he cut off. He is the cruelist president and cruelist man, but this country elected him, so this country deserves him. Unless he stole the election, which is a possibility. I guess the swing-state votes are not adding up, according to people who are geniuses at computers and statistics. I don’t begin to understand it, but if a vote is not tampered with, the heat signature on a screen is right in the middle. But the ones he showed us from various districts were all over the place, indicating vote tempering. Our country is in so much trouble.

The information in this essay comes from “The Woman’s Encycopedia of Myths and Secrets,” by Barbara Walker. Sacred alphabets of the ancient world signified birth and beginning by the letter A, the Beginning, or Aya, the Mother of all Things. The letter A, Alpha, is considered the Mother of all Wisdom, and Buddhas are said to have been produced by A. The Greeks had their own views about the letter Alpha, which signified the river of birth or creation. Styx was its opposite, the river of death. For the Greeks there was a cyclical system of birth and death. The Great Goddess had three faces: virgin, mother, crone and creatrix, preserver, destroyer.

King David in the Hebrew scriptures had lost his sex drive, and he was put to the test by forcing him to have sex with a young maiden named Abishag. He failed the test and his death mysteriously ensued (1 Kings 1). This little story shows that kings from “China to the Mediterranean derived their legitimacy from mating with the Goddess through her priestess-surrogate-She who decrees the fate of men and gods.” For thousands of years the Mother Goddess ruled over vast areas of the world

Abraham’s name means Father Brahm, a Semitic version of India’s patriarchal god, Brahma. He was also the Islamic Abrama, founder of Mecca. But Islamic legends say Abraham was a late intruder into the shrine of the Kaaba. He bought it from the priestesses of the original Goddess. Sarah, the Queen, was one of the Goddess’s titles, which became the name of Abraham’s biblical wife. Adah and Zillah, Brilliance and Shadow, were the biblical wives of Lamech, a transformation of the two-faced Goddess of birth and death, light and dark, Alpha and Omega, new moon and old moon, goddess pairs like Kore and Persiphone.

Adam means “man made of blood.” In pre-biblical myths Adam was formed by the Goddess of Earth from her own clay (adamah) and given life by her blood. The idea of Adam’s rib was taken from a Sumerian Goddess who formed infant bones from their mothers’ ribs. Her name carried the meaning of Lady of the Rib. According to Zecharia Sitchin, whose books I have read, The first man was created by crossing the genetic material of the Anunnaki (themselves) with the genetic material of a hominid such as homo erectus. The Anunnaki had come to Earth from their planet Nibiru, which was losing its atmosphere, which is why they were looking for gold and why they needed slaves to work in the gold mines. The Anunnaki invented adamu to be a slave species because the astronauts working in the mines rebelled and wouldn’t work. It wasn’t until thousands of years later that they upgraded the slaves and gave them the status of Homo Sapien Sapiens. That’s when the civilization in Mesopotamia bloomed. Scholars can’t figure out where it came from because there was no precursor, and they haven’t read the books of Z Sitchin. Scientists are dreadfully afraid of going out on a limb and separating themselves from the pack (fearing loss of grants and reputation); otherwise we would know a lot more about our past than we do. Enki and his half-sister Ninharsag created man, but they made a lot of mistakes before they got it right. That’s why there are mythological creatures that are half human and half something else.

Christians learned alchemy from the Arabs and thought it was invented by Thoth or the virgin Mary. Mary was thought to be the first great alchemist. She discovered distillation of alcohol and invented the double boiler. Alchemy was permeated by sexual symbols to disguise what was really going on, which nobody really knows. Alchemists sought the divine feminine power Sapiencia, or Sophia (Wisdom), the Gnostics’ Great Mother. Since alchemy had to be disguised to avoid persecution, the advance of the science of chemistry was very slow.

The God Allah is a late Islamic masculinization of the Arabian Goddess Al-lat. Allah was a male transformation of the primitive lunar deity of Arabia. Her symbol, the crescent moon, still appears on Islamic flags, but it’s not acknowledged as such.

The Altar is a feminine constellation (not visible in the northern hemisphere) because the earliest altars were modeled on the maternal hearth. So altars symbolized the Great Mother. The Earth’s regenerative womb was often represented as an altar, and Christians adopted this symbolism from the Virgin Mary. The Cumaean Sybil showed Augustus a vision of Mary, saying, “This woman is the Altar of Heaven.” A church was built on the spot and named Santa Maria in Ara Coeli. (Augustus must have been a Christianized emperor)

Amazons is the Greek name for Goddess worshipping tribes in North Africa, Anatolia (Turkey) and the Black Sea. It’s not true that they excised their right breast to draw a bow. The idea probably comes from the God/ Goddess coalescence of Artemis with her brother-consort Apollo. Amazon means “moon woman” and the ancients said Amazons were the first to tame horses and that “this may account for their armies’ legendary invincibility.” In Amazonian myths the Goddess was worshipped as a mare, like the mare-headed Demeter. Among Scythians priests were castrated and wore wemens’ dress. The moon-sickle used in mythical castrations of gods was a Scythian weapon. A long-handled form therefore came to be called a scythe, and was assigned to the Grim Reaper, who was originally Rhea Kronia in the guise of Mother Death, the Earth who devoured her own children. She is the Destroyer of the Trinity Creator, Preserver, Destroyer, and the Crone of the Trinity Virgin, Mother, Crone. The “Book of the Taking of Ireland” says that the first expedition of colonists to Ireland was led by a woman. Ireland had female soldiers up to the 7th Century AD, after which Christian reforms forbade women to bear arms.

Walker compares Jesus and his apostles to a very gruesome myth. Jesus is “a devoured Savior, watched by his ten or twelve guards, embodying the god Quetzalcoatl, who was born of a virgin, slain in atonement for a primal sin, and whose second coming was confidently expected.” In this myth the god is eviscerated by his apostles but Walker doesn’t give any other details, although it’s obvious that she’s comparing Jesus and his apostles to this ghastly myth. Quetzalcoatl was Thoth, one of the Anunnaki gods, who came to South America to play a god role to a tribe there. Most scholars think he was just another myth. Thoth was Enki’s son, he built the Great Pyramid at Giza and other structures. He was also known as Hermes by the Greeks. As gods go, he was profoundly superior. JP in Michael Salla’s books visited the Ant People and they were guarding Thoth while he slept. He was waking up, and it would be interesting to know what his plans are. Enki, his father, is hiding from Enlil, his half-brother. It’s very interesting that Quetzalcoatl is represented by three crosses, the one in the middle being higher than the two on each side. Walker likes to point out that Jesus was very reluctant to embrace his fate, like the god in the myth, one account having him sweating blood. And she takes words from the Gospel of John and pretends they say something they don’t: “I am the bread of life; the bread I will give is my flesh…who eats my flesh and drinks my blood will have eternal life.” These words are meant to be a prophecy of the Eucharist. The young church caught on to this as soon as they started eating and sharing meals together. After a priest performs the rites over the bread and wine, it becomes the body and blood of Christ. I had an experience when I had the dry wafer in my mouth and suddenly it tasted like the most delicious buttered roll I had ever tasted. I know why I had that experience. It was because of the thoughts that were going through my mind at the time.

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In the whistleblower report “Children are being Taken,” Graham, a scientist, is worried about the frequent disappearances of the children in an elementary school next to his facility in Mississippi. The first thing he notices, about 11:30 PM, a large black craft hovering over the facility. It was “roughly the size of a football field…surface smooth and featureless…emitted no sound or visible exhaust…remained stationary for several minutes…no detectable signs of propulsion.” After the sighting he became aware of a series of sudden, unexplained disappearances of children from the local community and elementary school. The disappearances baffled local police, but Graham suspected a connection between the craft and the disappearances. For example, on September 15, 2023, at 1:30 pm eight-year-old Angel was last seen in the school yard staring into the woods. Other children saw her staring into the woods. These woods were a danger in the minds of all the children and they would be unlikely to cross the fence to go into them. But she apparently was lured into them by whatever she was staring at. After that, Angel vanished without a trace. The search effort included ground searches, drone surveillance and canine units, but was unsuccessful. Although people had seen strange lights in the sky previous to the disappearances, no one connected the two events.

Andy was another child who disappeared. Mr. Jenkins, the school custodian, found Andy in a classroom standing completely still, staring into the woods behind the school. He maintained this position at least 15 minutes and afterwards vanished. The search for him was also unsuccessful. Leyla, another child, told her mother that she had seen “dark men” coming into her back yard from her bedroom window. They were tall dark men-completely black, with no faces. And this took place after sunset. The figures disappeared when her mother came into the bedroom.

And then Graham drops a BOMB. It turns out that his facility is involved with genetically enhancing children so they can be smarter, stronger, more resilient, have better immunity, better strength, all with a view toward weaponizing them for war. He tries to get information on the children that were abducted, but his classification level isn’t high enough. He says he works for the government developing “superpowered kids. Kids are being genetically enhanced…to create extraordinary abilities: heightened intelligence, strength, resilience, psychic abilities and other unnatural traits.” There is a question remaining of Who is in charge of this project? Is it the government? Is it aliens? Is it a collaboration? The legal ramifications are stunning. To think that the goverment is just stealing children without any justification or legal ramifications means we no longer live in a democracy. If aliens are in charge, well, lets not go there.

In another story Alex, a Search and Rescue Ranger, learned that beneath the peaceful surface of his National Park, some highly suspicious activities were going on. His friend Jonas kept telling him that there was a problem with visitors and others disappearing, and he even “saw a craft hovering above the trees and I swear I even saw someone being lifted into one! These disappearances, they’re not accidents!” Alex was always skeptical of Jonas’ announcements because, as he said, the Parks were dangerous places: hikers get lost, fall off cliffs, break legs, die of hypothermia, tangle with bears, drown in lakes. He wouldn’t listen to Jonas until he experienced something that terrified him.

As time went on the S&R resources were stretched thin because of all the visitors getting lost and disappearing, and there was a feeling of unease in the back of Alex’s mind. He was on patrol in a remote section of the Park and the ground seemed to shift beneath him. The air also thickened with electricity. “Then it happened…something caught my eye-a glimmer of silver high above the treetops-almost too surreal to believe…a buzz filled the air…my instincts screamed at me to stay alert…I felt shear dread…A force radiated outward, wrapping around me like an unseen energy, tugging at my senses. I felt a weightlessness, an inexplicable pull as if the ground beneath my feet was slipping away…” A low buzz filled the air. “My heartrate skyrocketed…panic surged through my veins, igniting my legs with the fire of fight or flight…I ran..my lungs felt like they would burst…my heart threatened to escape my chest..” He ran like he never ran before and reached the safety of his truck. There is no doubt that his sharp focus on surviving helped him to resist the pull the craft put out on him. These are no doubt rogue aliens. Our government made a treaty with the Greys to let them take only a few human for their hybrid program, but they consistently broke the treaty. Now, for all I know, they are running the country. I know they have clandestine projects going on at Dulce, which has no goverment oversite. Anyway, Alex and Jonas took action and studied the problem, lining up dates of disappearances with sightings of alien craft. A group formed to start night patrols, to make people aware of the problem, to monitor the skies, and to stay alert to anomalies. Fear bound them together in an intricate way. One night the group climbed to a high ridge. They saw a craft appear in the sky. Alex wanted to run, but something told him to stay, that something would be revealed. A hiker appeared out of the trees and wandered in the direction of the craft. Alex shouted at the hiker to stay away, but the hiker couldn’t hear him. There was a light descending from the craft, the hiker walked over to the light and was taken up into it. According to Alex, the hiker seemed to be unaware of the danger he was in, or like he was sleepwalking. It sure would be nice to know what they see in us. Humans are stupid and fight all the time. And when we get one of theirs, we treat it to an enhanced interrogation.

In the story, “Adoption Caseworker’s Confession,” dated February 5, 2025, Laura, the caseworker, becomes suspicious that some children aren’t going to the homes documented in her paperwork. FIRST CLUES: A girl named Emily was adopted by her foster parents, and the file was mysteriously closed (according to Laura). Later, Laura found out that the girl had been moved out of state without any official notice or documentation. When Laura asked the agency about the girl’s location, she was “stonewalled.” Laura began to notice glitches in the documentation of other cases, particularly with children from difficult backgrounds or behavioral traits. Laura said, “They seemed to ‘disappear’ into the system under suspicious circumstances.”

LAURA NOTICED DISTURBING TRENDS: 1. Children were moved to special facilities without proper documentation. 2. Children were placed in homes unrelated to their profiles, without background checks or clear reasons given. 3. Certain foster and adoptive parents exhibited strange behaviors, often avoiding questions, displaying secretiveness or showing signs of distress when asked about their children. For example, a boy named Marcus, age 9, stopped communicating after he was adopted. The parents would only let Laura speak to him through a locked door. He apparently wore a pendant around his neck and apparently Laura had a normal interview with him. She asked him about the pendant and he said, “They’re watching me.” He might not have meant his parents, as we shall see.

LAURA BEGAN TO INVESTIGATE FURTHER: She secretly recorded conversations and discovered that many of the children were being taken to locations outside official boundaries-places with no clear purpose-isolated areas-where no child welfare existed. One night she followed a black van leaving a foster home with children aboard. It went to an abandoned industrial site on the outskirts of town. The van unloaded children into a warehouse. This sight gave Laura a feeling of dread.

LAURA SUSPECTS NON-HUMAN ENTITIES: The children sometimes displayed unusual knowledge far beyond their years. Their behavior was advanced in a similar way. They were speaking in languages they had never learned in school. They were exhibiting physical traits that to Laura were inexplicable. A disturbing case was that of a series of children who all stopped communicating after they were adopted. They were withdrawn, unresponsive, trance-like. Laura interviewed Anna, age 8, who whispered, “They come at night…they take us to the stars.”

LAURA’S CONCLUSION: She believes these children are being used as “conduits or offerings-possibly to these non-human entities-who operate in the shadows, cloaked behind the veneer of our legal systems and societal facades.” She suspects that the system itself might be compromised or even CONTROLLED by these entities. She’s afraid that speaking openly might put her in danger, but she can’t stay silent any longer. Indeed, who would she report this problem to, what agency, what person would take her seriously, who would be willing to investigate this problem? Would it be the local sheriff or one of the detectives? Would it be the State Police, the BCI? See the difficulty here? Or she could walk into the warehouse and ask the ETs why they are here and what is there purpose with our children. But people don’t do that sort of thing because they rely on the government to do it for them. Well, the government is MIA when it comes to secretive ETs, although it has functional relationships with good ETs.

In “Non-Human Soldiers” Ranger Bryan witnessed a sight that quite simply should not have existed in his National Park. It all started when a little girl named Erica disappeared and all hell broke loose. Bryan voluteered to search the most remote parts of the Park because that was his work area. And he had worked the remote sections for a long time. As he was walking along a remote trail and calling the girl’s name, he felt something that was distinctly out of place. It was “a faint, almost imperceptible draft emanating from a cluster of thick bushes. It felt off, unnatural, like a cold breath on a muggy night.” Curiosity and concern for the girl led him to investigate. He pushed the bushes away and discovered a hidden opening, concealed by vegetation. It turned out to be the mouth of a cave, and since Bryan was an expert at caving, he decided to go a few feet and see where the draft was coming from. But the further he went on this twisty trail, the more apprehensive he became. His instincts told him something wasn’t right, and his instincts were right. His heart started pounding; he didn’t know what would greet him at the end of the tunnel.

Bryan said, “I pressed on until I unexpectedly reached a vast underground chamber. What I saw made my blood run cold.” In the center of the room were figures-huge, humanoid beings, naked, that towered over the solders who were giving them orders. They were “massive and muscular, their skin a strange irridescent sheen. The soldiers were drilling these humanoids, which has intelligent, piercing eyes. They were training with advanced weapons, probably alien, thought Bryan. Bryan froze; one of the beings made direct eye contact with him. How could this place exist just under his National Park? Why were these soldiers drilling these beings? What made the beings obey the soldiers? Why were they here? Why anything? How many secrets does the military have that it isn’t telling Congress? Many, many, many. The branches of the military keep secrets from the other branches. It is the most powerful military in the history of the world, and it keeps secrets. It kills to keep secrets.

In the book “Humans are the Prey:Confidential Park Ranger Accounts of Strange Disappearances,” Park Ranger Adrian reports the existence of what are probably Reptilians which are grabbing humans from underground tunnel systems. They seem to be able to access humans from slits in rocks or from consealed caves. A man and his son were hiking a trail and the son happened to get ahead of his father. The father saw “a giant snake that walked upright” and tried to call his son back. For some reason the son continued on and when the father ran to where he last saw his son, he couldn’t find him. A massive search was mounted, with dogs, S&R, helicopters, grid walking, but the boy was never found. Reptilians have a vast underground civilization, and they use humans in sacrificial rituals (as I’ve explained before). They worship Lucifer and join with the Illuminati for these rituals. They like the substance adrenochrome which is excreted into the bloodstream of terrified humans. It is for this purpose and possibly slavery that they are grabbing people in National Parks, although they could do it anywhere.

Another Ranger, Ryan, reports on “Strange Disappearances.” There was a camper named David who disappeared and was never found. His possessions were all at his campsite, and it looked abandoned. They started a search immediately. They walked a grid, they used helicopters, they investigated all his possessions and noted that he had left his fishing pole in the lake in front of his tent. But strangely, the dogs wouldn’t track. They seemed confused and were fearful of entering the campsite. Dogs know things people don’t and they are actually evolving with the human transition to a higher level (if you believe that sort of thing). Personally, I’m nuts over dogs and they are the next thing to God. Edgar Cayce had a prophecy that dogs would evolve about this time in history, but I don’t follow Cayce. Back to the search: they searched every bush and rock in a 5 mile radius. It got strange. The fact that the dogs wouldn’t track; the silence around the campsite was peculiar-heavy or oppressive; the campsite was abandoned. The Final Report said Assumed Drowning. After all, there was a lake only feet from David’s tent. He could have gone for a swim and had a heart attack. Who knows? But he was a young experienced outdoorsman with no obvious medical issues. After the official investigation was closed, Ranger Ryan started his own quiet investigation. He learned that David was not the first person to disappear from the same place… and similarities started to emerge. People disappeared from campsites like David; people left everything behind like David did; they were all experienced campers and outdoorsmen and women. Ryan concluded that the disappearances were not random accidents. But what were they? He went and visited an old-timer who had retired years before and told him what he had found in his researches (ranger stations keep archives of reports going back as many years as the Park as been in business and Rangers hand in reports on a regular basis, so the archives are a rich source of information). The old-timer told Ryan that he had the disappearance of a whole family and they were never found. Ryan concluded that “The Wilderness has its own rules, its own secrets. There’s something in these woods, something ancient and unknowable, that occasionally reaches out and claims a life.”

In another book, “Aliens: Wistleblower Reports,” the Wistleblower is a facility employee named Aiden, who dates his report in May of 2025. I chose this story because it is so current. He works in a vast underground complex beneath Scottsdale, Arizona. The access points are so well hidden that no one would ever guess. One is behind a church. Victims and abductees are brought in at night; they are street people, prostitutes, drug addicts, migrants, transients, and the homeless. Aiden describes the bosses as insectile; I think he means Mantises, like a Praying Mantis. They are tall and have many faceted eyes, which Aiden fears because they seem to see everything. Aiden was gathering evidence in a dark basement of the facility one night and a Mantis entered the room, terrifying Aiden. The Mantis studied him with, it seemed, all the facets of his eyes. The Mantis studied Aiden for such a long time that Aiden was sure he was caught, but finally the thing turned and walked out. Aiden talks about a religious order in which the members wear purple robes. The most horrible event Aiden reports is a parade. The people who they have brought in from the streets are wired to hardware, which makes them into cyborgs. Cyborgs are a hybrid of organic and artificial parts. A person who operates a computer with their mind can be said to be a cyborg, or anyone with a prosthesis can be said to be a cyborg. But we don’t use that word to describe them because it has a bad connotation. I think the Army would like to turn soldiers into cyborgs-maybe it has already. But the Mantises want to make an army out of these pitiful people. There has been a forced integration of technology and humanity in this dreadful place, and the humans are suffering tremendously. The Mantises must actually think they can take over the world with this pitiful collection of hardware and flesh. Aiden doesn’t tell us the reason for this facility or for making cyborgs. But questions need to be asked. How did the Mantises get the space to build this factory? What does our government know about this factory? Would the government kill to keep it a secret as it has done with other secrets? Is the government really in charge of our country anymore? Are aliens in charge of the world? Stories like this and what’s going on at Dulce make me wonder who’s in charge of our country.